Throwing Shame out the window...

Several posts ago I mentioned struggling with the thought

that I did not matter

which led to survivor's guilt

I've managed to keep my head above those dark thoughts

and instead focused on strangers around me

I 'happened to overhear' conversations

(well it's not exactly being nosy if you're talking loudly)

I saw the look in sad eyes

I felt the happiness when someone who is lonely finds a willing ear

But basically I discovered I wasn't the only one struggling with that question

So instead of making myself a tshirt 

I decided to make some business cards

which I plan to secretly hide where people will find them

because out of many many cards I think the Universe will conspire

to make one available to just the right person at the right time

(heck maybe I'll find one when I need it)

But the only problem is my travel bubble is limited

So I'm asking anyone if you're interested in spreading these around

let me know and I'll send you some

I figured I'd place them in public places, with waitress tips,

attached to homeless gifts, anywhere...because I'm sure they'll find their way

I ignored the thought that this was just silly nonsense

and decided if I asked for help then I can't talk myself out of it

The truth is...I think this is my tiny way of saying thank you to the Universe

 

 

Front and Back of Card