Foolish Woman Can't Even Cry

When the Doc was in my skull

he should have clipped the part connected to the 

'little voice'

The 'little voice' isn't the same as hearing voices in your head

No. NO, it is not. Teehee

The 'little voice' is that mean annoying yapping that sounds

like nails across a chalkboard

And I have discovered that it wasn't affected by the surgery

Unlike my head and eye, it is awake and causing mayhem

It tells me...'you are a foolish woman'

I ignore it so it becomes more insistent

'you are a foolish woman, you know'

I start to wonder so it goes on

 'you are foolish, useless, good at nothing...'

I start denying but wonder...

excited by my attention it adds examples

Confronted by such examples

I feel horrible wondering if God made a mistake

perhaps I was supposed to die that day

I attempt to cry

(because I don't want to be useless after all)

But all I manage is scrunching one eye and part of my forehead

My other eye won't scrunch...nor part of my forehead

(does that happen to people with plastic surgery?)

And I have no tears...my tear ducts aren't working yet

Which makes me laugh

Because I can only imagine what I must look like

Half scrunched for no reason

Which makes me laugh more

And I discover that laughter makes the 'little voice' go away

Perhaps I should just go around laughing

But maniacal laughter might be another problem

bwah-ha-ha