Random Thought Bubbles

My brain was yappy this morning

In a good way...not the gloomy nerve cells that kick in occasionally

(I imagine those like faulty wiring snapping & crackling in staticy connections)

I'm capturing some of what it was babbling about here

Animate

This word was dancing in my brain this morning

Animate, Animated, Animation

Those words make me smile as they bring thoughts of simplicity

Thoughts of bursts of colors, bold black and white, simple humor

with catchy songs that make your heart dance

And then I thought - OH! Cool Beans!

Anima- means Soul in spanish

-Mate means Partner 

And So does that mean when someone is animated

that we are witnessing the union of physical and spiritual space?

That moment where things click perfectly in place

body partnered with soul

Have you ever been around someone who is truly animated?

Their Light is contagious

which led me into 

Chameleon

I'm a chameleon

My mood, behavior, personality adapts to my current environment

This is a bad thing

Around love and light, I exude love and light

Around fear, anger, and other ugly things I exude the same

It's as if it reaches deep inside me and pulls out the ugliness

Then later I am ashamed for behaving in a way that completely surprised me

Then I was changing channels while I ate breakfast and fell upon Dr. Phil

I heard this comment

"If you don't know who you are, it's easy to behave like those 

you hang around with."

I thought holy crapola - bingo!

And that comment released alot of guilt I recently started feeling

I'm human...I have good and bad

The bad doesn't define me...it makes me aware of its effect on others

And by recognizing it I can address it...transform it into more good

Then one day I'll be so full of good I'll pop

Oh wait...I almost did pop (literally)

LOL