Self-deluded

I owe anyone who reads an apology

Whatever I post is meant for me; it always has been

And if it's not, I'll say so

It's a form of public diary

My Quest is about my journey

To capture the thoughts or things I've encountered along the way
So that if I find I've circled back to a similar situation
I can see what I did before

Public because if anyone is feeling lost and happens across my blog

And reads and thinks 'holy moly' and it gives them hope that 

there is someone screwier than they ever considered themselves to be

Or the feeling of 'whew I'm not the only one'...

But I never, NEVER, intended to sound like I know more

or am telling someone what to do

Nor do I think I'm better than anyone

far from 'holier-than-thou'

Far from that

I've always felt I'm not good enough

And if my blog has ever made you feel negative or sick

I'm sorry

I figured if a post isn't as upbeat as another then nobody has to read

So I do apologize 

So very very much for any hurt I may have caused

I will be staying away from my blog for a while

As I decide if I should delete My Quest or continue the journey