Like this now but like that later

I'm struggling

Like those worms you see caught in the middle of a hot driveway

on a 100 degree day

So I'm willing my sluggish brain to find its way back to zen-ness

and it responds

"What?"

I can handle the healing but I'm having trouble with the allergies

so I'm desperately looking for my lifeline

so I scribbled

I feel like this

 

but I'm striving for this

 

by the way

it was around 1:00 a.m and I heard this strange sound

since I'm sleeping on the recliner I tried calling out to the sleeping hubs

ha! right

I went to look and the water fountain was shooting a small stream of water

right on the carpet

and I had to use my monkee-toes to disconnect it

it was so odd to see that it was funny

really I need my angels back

if ya see them send them home please

tee-hee

(by the way I am eternally gratefully I know who I am)