Ding! Ding! Fight!

Leave it to me to decide to recreate myself

Spiritually and Creatively at the same time

(let's not even talk Physically)

I read

"tell the Universe what you want"

which translated into

'what I really want?'

'what society wants?'
'what's practical?'

'what someone my age should do?' 

'hell, what do I really want?'

'can't we skip this question?'

as my eyes glazed over and I lost focus

If my left brain and right brain

Had little personas

Then the center of my head becomes the ring

As they come out fighting from their corners

I quickly realized

I no longer care what society thinks I should do

The real me is buried under layers

of 'conditioned thinking'

and

I need a jackhammer

~ ~ ~

The cool thing?

I can't wait to see what I uncover
knowing me
it'll be scary