Mystic Monday: Focus

I understand the law of attraction

I understand the benefits of invoking protection to filter out the bad

I also understand the importance of not closing myself off completely

to things I perceive as being negative situations.

Perhaps it's just a matter of changing my focus.

Leaving a little wiggle room for the universe to provide what is best for me.

Because I may not have the birds eye view.

 And I may not recognize the 'diamond in the rough'.

And I can't put my desires out to the universe

And then hide from world

Because there is good

Even when it looks bad

This happened once before.

When I heard I had to have a hysterectomy I wailed on and on about my son never having siblings and being alone in the world when I died. I begged and pleaded that I wouldn't need it. Eventually I had the hysterectomy and I felt so guilty that I had robbed him of siblings. Years later I'm divorced and remarried. And I watch him with two older step brothers and one younger half brother.

Siblings

I worried for nothing

And the universe smiled